October 12, 1991

I didn't realize what day it was until I saw a missed call on my phone and the date was 10/12/2008. This is a very exciting day for me, and there is a reason I never forget it. I remember that it's the 12th because it was my friend Kory's birthday party and I could not go because I was getting baptized. I wasn't disappointed about not going...at least I don't think I was. So yes, this is the 17th anniversary of my baptism. A pretty exciting day. And even though I didn't realize what day it was at church, I felt the Spirit more today than I have in a while at church (not because I don't try, but because it's difficult when holding a wiggly, squirming child!) With the different lessons that were being taught, I discovered some new things. I wish I had written them down at the time, but I will share what I remember.

1. In 3 Nephi 9, the Savior tells the Nephites that he has gathered them like a chicken under her wings. Then 2 times He tells them that he WOULD have gathered them as a chicken under her wings. Finally, he tells them that He WILL gather them as a chicken under her wings. I was thinking about how often I've actually allowed the Savior to "gather" me under His wings. Those have been some difficult times, but I ended up stronger from relying on the Savior. But I have to wonder how many more times would He have gathered me if I had let Him? I also know that he WILL in the future gather me to give me strength, comfort, or whatever I need.

2. Faith is nothing if we don't remember that the Lord's will should be done. It isn't enough for me to think "I have faith that Alana will start sleeping through the night." If it isn't the Lord's will, then my prayers should be "but if not, help me to continue to get by on less sleep and be able to be patient despite being tired."

3. Trials are inevitable. We shouldn't think that God causes us to have trials. Trials are a part of being human. But we can choose to rely on Him during our trials. We should also keep in mind that we may be required to give everything we have. But He will in turn give us everything He has.

4. Babies know who Jesus is. I love that!

To sum it up, I am grateful for my membership in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. I know that I made the right choice 17 years ago, and I am excited to teach my children the meaning behind that choice, as well as my testimony of this work.